Life is Busting out ALL Over!

Just a couple of words of advice to myself

Posted on: July 29, 2007

Less than two weeks to the big move folks. Meltdowns have started. My poor mom got the worst of it today. R is out in West By-God-Smile-When-You-Say-It Virginia making the world a better place, which makes me feel guilty for missing him.

This weekend I got a chance to see different friends on Friday, Saturday, and today, all of us trying to say our goodbyes without it being good byes. Tomorrow will be my best friend.

And I haven’t started packing or even wanting to GO THROUGH stuff. I’m in denial, this is not good folks.

So here are some words to myself, that I’d like myself to think about:

“This is the biggest goal you have ever had, and you are starting it. Can you believe it? Remember when it was something you tucked away in the back of your head. This is it!”

“You are finally doing what you love to do, how many people are that lucky??”

“You’ve never doubted this the right decision.”

“Remember how scared you when you were driving to college for the first time, or leaving to travel on your own for a year. Remember how quickly you adjusted and the comfort you felt? and the experiences you had there. This will take time but it will be an unforgettable opportunity, just like those.”

“You are strong and you can get through it.”

“You will remember how to study.”

“You will make friends.”

“This is your journey, unique and marching to a different drummer, just how you like it. You wouldn’t be YOU any other way.”

“No matter what, you will always be loved.”

That feels better.


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